I bit off a little more than I could chew this past weekend. I had a hat to finish for one of my Activity Day girls, bread to bake for Sunday dinner at the in-laws', cupcakes to make and decorate for my primary kiddos, and two pies to deliver to families in our ward. The timer for my pies went off 5 minutes before church started when we should have been leaving the house at quarter to 10:00. Consequently, we were late. Consequently, we sat in the foyer for the sacrament. The pies had seemed under-baked, so I left them at home in the oven. Consequently, I had to send Hiram back to retrieve them. Consequently, our car was not in the parking lot. When my in-laws didn't see us in sacrament meeting (we always sit next to them) and on such a special Sunday (it was our primary presentation), my mother-in-law panicked. She was sure that our whole family had died in our sleep due to carbon monoxide poisoning. Ellen (my mother-in-law), who was sitting on the stand, sent one of the primary kids down to David (my father-in-law) with a note telling him he better check on us. This freaked him out. He had helped us put our wood stove in the previous day and had been worrying the whole time that Hiram would mess something up and kill us all and/or burn the house down when he actually started a fire in it. In fact, at 10:30 the previous evening, he had felt like he should call us and check on us, but he figured it was too late and didn't. Since he had not followed this possible prompting, he had an extra dose of anxiety as he drove to our house, wondering the whole time how he'd be able to dial 911 since he didn't have his cell phone on him. He drove to our house, nearly frightened to death and began looking in our windows dreading what he might see. The sight of my made bed, relieved his mind somewhat. The lack of dead bodies helped too. He then drove by the hospital before running into Hiram on his way back to get the pies. Boy was he ever relieved. And Ellen was sure happy to see me walk in right after the sacrament and make my way up onto the stand. I was sorry to have given them such a scare, but it was nice to know how much they care. David said it would have ruined his day.=)
Thinking about it, I'm not sure how bad a thing it would be to go peacefully in your sleep with your whole family, but I am very glad to report that we're all alright, and our house, which was recently frigid, is now often a little overly warm. I do like having heat in my home! And my wood stove is beautiful.
Here are pictures of my projects.
And one of Israel enjoying our first fire.
I have never in my life been as happy as I am. My life seems pretty darn near perfect to me. I can't tell you how much I love this simple, desert life. I am active and productive but not too busy. I am more aware of my blessings and more grateful than I've ever been. I treasure my children and every beautiful thing about them-- their faces and hands and voices and hugs. I care about all the things that really matter and none of the things that don't. I'm kind to my husband and more patient than I once was. I have everything I want (except a large family, but I'm happy to take that slowly). I hope everyone that I love is just as happy as I am.
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Thank you for your nicest of nice comments on my blog. And then this? This happy happy post! It made me nearly cry to read it -- partly that you are not all dead and that your father-in-law didn't have to live the rest of his days in regret for not calling -- (though, I am with you, if we had to go, all of us at once in our sleep doesn't seem too bad), but also mostly because I am just so happy that you are so happy and knowing about your life makes me want to appreciate the things that really matter and not care a cent about those that don't. Mike was telling his parents all sighingly about your life down there after reading Mark's letter the other day (I usually just read a few funny parts of your dad's letters to him, but this one he read all of on his own because it was so great). It does feel like -- the things that matter and are wholesome and good -- hard work, family, making dreams come true bit by bit, etc. But it wouldn't feel like that if you didn't appreciate it so well. It is like that old quote . . . by that one prophet (nice how official that was) about never getting the full joy any blessing has to offer until we have gratitude for it. Love your guts as you well know!!!!!
First off, those cupcakes are DARLING! You're so creative! And next, I'm glad to hear that you are loving and enjoying life. Funny- at times Bryant and I think about moving possibly out to Missouri near Am & Steve and think how fun it would be to have our own little farm and live that life. Just to be out on your own, with your own little family and to do and care about what really matters. I think it's easier to do that when we're not thinking about what others think of us or trying to 'keep up with the Jones'. Anyways, just love to hear that you enjoying life to the fullest :)
Well said, Lond & Nancy, and of course Ashley. :) I am so delighted that you are so happy, Mashers. I am struggling a bit too much lately with wanting too many things that aren't that important and getting discouraged about it. I love you and admire so many things about you, Smashers! The hats are adorable and you did so awesome on the cupcakes! Give your boys smooches for me. I pray almost every night--every once in a while I forget :)--for you to be able to get pregnant!
I am so glad that you're so happy! I love you and admire you, Ashley. I feel like since this lay move I'm still kind of dog paddling around and trying to get myself to the right spot emotionally. Thanks for your awesome example!
I am so glad that you're so happy! I love you and admire you, Ashley. I feel like since this lay move I'm still kind of dog paddling around and trying to get myself to the right spot emotionally. Thanks for your awesome example!
My baby needs one of those hats!
Hey Ashley! This is your good friend Shauna! Are you still blogging or have you gone the way of facebook? I'd love to stay in better contact with you!
If this is Shauna Kisby (I've forgotten your married name...), then I would LOVE to be in better contact with you! Unfortunately, I gave up on being a blogger, but we could email. That would be fun. If you are my Shauna and can prove it ( haha...just kidding ), shoot me a message. TeamKnight@gmail.com
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